September 2011
1 post
Holy shit. I lost my virginity exactly a month ago. I can’t believe it’s really been that long…
<3
August 2011
1 post
08-09-11
Today is Tuesday. It’s just an ordinary day. And for whatever reason, I’ve decided to write on this secret, hidden blog.
Friday night I attended a show at the park. I took loads of pictures, screamed my lungs out, and hung out with two of my very favorite people in the world. After the show I went back to a friend’s house where a bunch of people were gathered to eat pizza, smoke...
May 2011
8 posts
05-13-11
Apparently, I was wrong about you. Go figure, right? I’m always wrong - about everyone. So I’m going to listen to Foo Fighters until I fall asleep and I’m going to forget how much of a jerk you are to me.
05-11-11
I know now that I have to let you go. I wish so badly that I didn’t have to, but it’s become quite clear that I’m not what you need. I’ll never be what you need… ‘So let’s just stop, drop everything.’
Just don’t forget that I care about you and that I’ll miss you.
05-09-11 #2
I don’t want to bug you and I don’t want to cling to you or rely on you… So right now, I’m not calling you. I’m not texting you…. I’m sitting herre in the dark crying, wishing that I could talk to you without bothering you, but I know I can’t. I know you’re having a horrible time as well, and to bother you with my problems wouldn’t be...
05-09-11
You have no obligation to me… But sometimes… Well, sometimes I wish you did. Sometimes I wish it was me that you stayed up thinking about. I want to be the one that you miss - the one that you cuddle up next to, the one that you watch the stars with, the one you spend every waking moment with, the one that falls asleep in your arms while watching a movie - but I feel silly even...
05-07-11
After not seeing you for two very long days, you were back in my arms. Very tired, sore, and sunburnt, but that didn’t matter. As long as you were there, I didn’t care about the circumstances. And finally, as I’m about to walk out the door, you spin me around and give me that kiss I’d been waiting on for nearly a week.
Thank you.
05-05-11
I spent the majority of my day with you. I knew I shouldn’t keep you from your homework and that I should have gone home to do mine, but I wanted to spend any time possible with you. But the time I spent with you wasn’t what it should have been, and I’m left to wonder why. I guess, though, that I know exactly why. It’s her. It always is, understandably so. After all, she is yours. As you are...
05-01-11
I love getting home and realizing that even my undershirt smells like you. You can bet that I’m falling asleep in that shirt tonight.
04-30-11
I remember you falling asleep in my arms. You were so sweet lying there. I started to dose off as you were waking up. You looked down at me and gently kissed my lips with the movie playing softly in the background. The next thing I know I’m waking up in your arms listening to the credits roll. What a way to awaken. <3
April 2011
1 post
April 10th, 2011
We were standing in your kitchen. It was nearly three in the morning, and you were so tired. As much as I knew I shouldn’t, I grabbed your shirt and pulled you to me. You looked at me with your sleepy eyes, wondering why I was acting the way I was. I looked up to you and leaned in and kissed you as I wrapped my arms around your neck and then just smiled. <3