I spent the majority of my day with you. I knew I shouldn’t keep you from your homework and that I should have gone home to do mine, but I wanted to spend any time possible with you. But the time I spent with you wasn’t what it should have been, and I’m left to wonder why. I guess, though, that I know exactly why. It’s her. It always is, understandably so. After all, she is yours. As you are hers. I’m just that girl to fill her place while you’re away. 

It just doesn’t seem fair to me. I know I was wrong to get attached to you in the first place, but was that really my fault? It’s not like you tried to stop me. If anything you egged me on. You were the one who initiated that snuggle that led to our first kiss that night. Granted, I didn’t try to stop you… But it was you that started it. I guess I just want to be yours… And I know that will never happen.