Today is Tuesday. It’s just an ordinary day. And for whatever reason, I’ve decided to write on this secret, hidden blog.
Friday night I attended a show at the park. I took loads of pictures, screamed my lungs out, and hung out with two of my very favorite people in the world. After the show I went back to a friend’s house where a bunch of people were gathered to eat pizza, smoke hookah, and drink beer. I did none of those - I just didn’t want to be home alone. Also, a friend of mine had asked me to make sure he made it home that night since he couldn’t stay at our friend’s house.
After making a glass and a half of rum ‘disappear,’ my friend was very drunk. And he’s one of those cuddly, sweet drunks. So of course I ended up on the couch in his lap, cuddled up against him. Later on there were kisses with alcohol on his breath and dancing in the driveway. I actually learned how to dance in the middle of the night in my ex-boyfriend’s driveway with my very drunk friend who was belting country songs. It was quite entertaining, I’m sure. We then made it back to his apartment where we laid in bed like we’d done so many times before. Just kissing and messing around. But that night it didn’t end there. I gave him my virginity. I couldn’t tell you what possessed me to let it happen, but I don’t regret it at all. I’m glad that I waited as long as I did and that I lost it to who I did.
So there you go, Tumblr. Now you know.